: For the full experience, the paperback and Kindle editions are widely available on Amazon. Reader Reception
If you are looking for the PDF or a digital version to read, you can find it on several platforms: October Junction Pdf
The original physical zine—a staple-bound booklet of 48 pages—was printed in a run of only 200 copies. The colophon inside reads: "For those who wait at the crossing when the gates are down." : For the full experience, the paperback and
| Aspect | Details | |--------|---------| | | Automatic upon creation (USA). Vallis holds rights. | | Enforcement | None known. No takedowns, no lawsuits. | | Ethical stance | Some argue that since Vallis said "I don't stop them," it is passive permission. Others say fans should respect the artist's preference for physical media. | | Alternative | Seek out the original zine via library loan (fewer than 20 libraries have it) or wait for a rumored 2026 reprint. | Vallis holds rights
: It delves into the push and pull of personal ambition versus relationships and finding meaning within life's chaos.